last week was...well...troublsome...ill post more about it maybe later cause i feel still bit uneasy about posting here

i had a weird dream tonight...weird cause i cant remember i ever had such a dream before...
it was a kind of romantic dream. dont understand me wrong, i dont mean wet/sex dreams, im having that kind from time to time...but this was different, way different
it was only about spending time with a girl, talking, snuggling, kissing...but theres something that realy worries me about it:
-) shes from work
-) i know her boyfriend
-) i cant believe it
-) i have a good chance of seeing her tonight which will be very very difficult i fear...